At the end of the day, if Christianity really is the one true religion it claims to be and its god is actually the one true god, then life is fucked up already. Either way, I wouldn’t want to spend eternity in a lavish place with such a god. And so I reject Christianity and its core doctrines.
And I would have it no other way.
So for any Christian out there, who thinks I have sold my soul to the devil and is praying to their god for me; don’t. If there exists a devil, they are two. One who does evil things for kicks, and the other who allows evil things and feels glorified by them.
And I am at peace doing what feels right in my soul against what your god deems to be right.
If I have a soul and I have sold it, it is to no one but myself. And I am at peace with that.