Four

I find intense satisfaction
In the pain of those I intend to hurt
It’s why I know now, you were never sorry

We are both emotional sadists

But I will never, unlike you
Be the first to draw the sword
And I may never hurt first
But know this; I will hurt most severely

I will wait for your stab
Then I will poison my own blood

And that very blood whose scent
Hits your head with the high you so relentlessly seek;
That blood will make you go mad

And I will watch as you claw out your eyes
And slash at your wrists
And guillotine your own neck
In your maddening bloodlust

And I will do nothing

And I will not be sorry

#LettersToMyPlacenta

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4 Comments Add yours

  1. ecks13 says:

    This is intense.

    1. hellenmasido says:

      It comes from a place full of intense pain.

      1. ecks13 says:

        Damn. I hope you get to heal.

        1. hellenmasido says:

          I’m in the process😊😊 Thanks

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