She called me up, yesterday; sweet and jovial as usual- then somewhat hesitant at the end- when she asked whether I was free to meet up for coffee. That she has a nagging issue she’d like to talk about.
And thinking of her well being, and wiling as ever, I said of course I was free.
So we meet for coffee. And she begins, “It’s about your nude photos online…I am concerned,” she says; and touching my hand affectionately the way one does when denying a child a cookie, she adds, “Perhaps you should tone it down…”
And I smile kindly and gently touch her lips with the tip of my finger, asking for a minute to say something myself.
And in that minute I asked her, “Do you know of my persistent depression and suicidal thoughts I have had for years?”
She nodded, sympathetically I think.
“…but you were never concerned enough to speak of that over coffee, were you?” I asked her.
We have not spoken since. I doubt we ever will.
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Because you don’t need people in your life, who think you’re better off dead, than alive and naked and liberated.
I feel like hitting someone, each time I speak of something grand that I long to own, and they tell me “Think of the hungry and homeless and be content with what you have.” It’s like why would you want a grand piano and an array of musical instruments when you can have four walls, […]
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So my mum knows I have left Christianity. I don’t know how much she knows about it because I don’t know how much my brother told her. He found out from a Face book thread that begun as an innocent question then ended up with me and a pal challenging the bible because another pal […]
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Why do people pretend? Doesn’t it take up so much energy pretending? Why would you pretend to be a friend to someone when in real sense, you aren’t?
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I am three steps away From giving it to you Raw and hard Like you never had it served
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I don’t think that people who want kids should not have kids. I just think they should not go all RATS on making babies. I also think that people who want kids should shut up and quit telling voluntarily childless people that they should get kids. If anything, being voluntarily childless in this age is […]
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I think we need To set boundaries
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Sometimes I’m a puppy Though you push me away I still whimper Wag my playful tail And yap At your grumpy self Till you pick me up Set me on your lap Then caress my fur! And all’s swell For both of us But other times I’m a cat I’m like […]
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Fuckness! The Muslim stunt didn’t work.
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In campus when I get a visit from some Christians bringing the gospel to my room, the conversation usually goes like this:
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