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writing
For a moment there I forgot myself I still am not sure I found me but I remember that a writer Is what I am first So I will write Everyday Through the uninspired days And through the single page… Continue reading
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Journal 28th June 2023
I have been feeling lost of late. I thought it would be easy peezy being back to Kilifi. I thought I would effortlessly fall back into my old routine but life isn’t that easy. I have recently tasted what it… Continue reading
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A little bit of this and that
A lot of sleep A little bit of love From the things that count Music, enjoyable books, A little lemon tea A lot of water To drink and to float in To remember yourself Little kisses Here and there and… Continue reading
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Journal 9th June 2023
On Monday we officially cancelled the show and even though I had had since Friday last week to deal with the possibility, it still hit me hard on Tuesday. It’s still hitting as I try to complete paperwork for the… Continue reading
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Journal 28th May 2023
Depression came a’knocking So I went for a run I tell my sister my fears about going manic psychotic again and she answers that since the first one happened, we know exactly what to do and that is to go… Continue reading
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self harm
chipping away at my being one ciggie at a time hoping in time i will dissolve into nothingness Continue reading
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In the gap between the two trapezes
If I were in a position to do the art I want to do and earn from it, that would be amazing. Only, I have come to learn you don’t always like what you have to do to pay the… Continue reading
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“Nita! Nita”
The good news is that everything, like your mood, is temporary. This means that one minute you’d opt to go off meds just to see and in an hour, you will impulsively reach into your medicine pouch and pop one… Continue reading
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Journal 26th May 2023
I have recently been getting the urge to go back to self-medicating with drugs such as weed and shrooms. Getting conflicting information about the latter has been confusing but I haven’t been tempted enough to actually get myself a dealer.… Continue reading
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Books
There are several things I would rush to carry if my house were on fire; books would be the heaviest that I would suffer to carry. My books include novels I hold dear and especially my journals from as far… Continue reading
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